Sunday, November 29, 2009 Sunday, November 29, 2009
I'm trying to escape from this home of misery.
Breathing, deeply thinking i'm almost free.
I've tried my best to be happy
But there is always something pulling me down
A smile is just a distraction so people doesn't see the tears inside my heart.
If I act like how I feel I wouldn't have any friends, because I wouldn't talk at all. Do whatever you want, i'm no longer me , even i don't care about
ME , kill that
MEIf somebody ever wished to be me for a day, they'd be the most pissed off person once they got here. They would be, like, in hell. Slit my wrists and call it quits. I'm just too tired for this shit.
Tomorrow is just another day where i have to fake a smile
Tomorrow is just another night where i cry myself to sleep
Tomorrow is just another night where the nightmares feel so real
Yea I'm broken.
So what, its not like anyone cares enough to fix me.
Yea I'm mad.
So what, its not like anyone cares enough to calm me down.
Yea I'm crying.
So what, its not like anyone cares enough to hold me until I stop.
When you see me smile, know something's wrong.
When you see me cry, know I'm breaking down.
When you find me dead, know I gave up too fast.
Look into my eyes and tell me what do you see.
Do I look happy?
Do I look sad?
Can you even tell the difference
No you cant
Well I'm sad but you'll never figure out why
Labels: Kill that ME
Friday, November 27, 2009 Friday, November 27, 2009
Slept at 7+ this morning when i'm supposed to wake up at 9 so as to meet Machi and Sist at 10.30am. Expected, i overslept ! Woke up at 8+ but went back sleep again as i was too tired ! ): But the stupid Machi also overslept ! Haha! Only Sist woke up early but ite she need go her grandma's house for lunch. Hais!
Since i woke up at 12pm, went to prepare and meet Machi @ inter, 1pm. Saw Ashok and Teng Sim @ Inter too, they was waiting for Eidrian.
Trained to Pasir Ris for arcade till 1+ then bused to E!hub, planned to go Nihon Mura for their high tea buffet but ite we went KBOX! Yes, only the pathetic two of us. Sing Sang Sung from 2+ to 4.47pm. Went off and went to Tm as Machi wanted Takoyaki and Shark Fin's soup! Went there to eat and bought Royal's cakes for my mum.
Home at 6+ going 7 !
Gonna help Machi edit his blog and good that his back to blogging ! YAY! Got 1 more blog for me to spam ! Hahahaha!
Friday, November 27, 2009
Madly in love with 我爱黑涩棒棒堂, pictures above as 小馬, 野獸, 李銓, 鲔鱼! You can say they look so-so only but they are super cute and funny in the show :D Gonna find 阿杰, 洪詩, 小绿 picture for tomorrow post !
Currently 3.55am, hope i'm able not to fall asleep till 10+ am so i can meet Machi and Sist for chiong-ing homework session! Spot us @ MacDonald ! Say hi if you see us kay :D Waiting for the latest 我爱黑涩棒棒堂 to be uploaded ! I'm bored ! I feel like prank calling Machi and Sist, LOL ! Heees ! :D
Checked my Nuffnang and my earnings till now is $30.07 so $19.93 to go before i can request for my moolah! :D Help me click if there's ads, thanks luvs.
Since i'm bored, i'm gonna find other 我爱黑涩棒棒堂 pictures!
tada !
Stay tuned for my post tomorrow ! *wink*
Off to watch my
我爱黑涩棒棒堂! Buhbye !
Thursday, November 26, 2009 Thursday, November 26, 2009

Cute right? Next will be Jasmine Wong, gonna dig out her pictures!
Woah! Machi have a twin brother called Chris ! XD I'm super bored right now cause the stupid Machi ask me to ton these few days and now i can't sleep early now! Damn! And i know he is dreaming about sotong's ball now ! LOL!
Will be waiting to see my 我爱黑涩棒棒堂 in an hour time ! Its about dancing competition today, YAY! Luvdie 阿杰, 洪詩, 鮪魚, 小绿, 野獸, 小馬! Okay, i'm madly in love with this show :D Watch it and you will get hooked !
Spot us @ MacDonald on Friday, will be there doing homework as the Library's carpet stink like hell! Gonna chiong my homework >< Only did 8 questions for Maths week 1 and the chinese compo only ! Still have English, Chemistry, Physics, Geography and 5 more weeks of maths and the rest of chinese ! ): Fuck, is this a holiday ?
I'm trying to make this post as long as possible as i think short post sucks ! LOL!
Seen some funny quotes :
#1. Before you find your handsome prince, You've got to kiss a lot of frogs.
#2. Dating is so insecure.
My last relationship, I was always there for her and she dumped me.
I told her about it. I said,
Remember when your grandma died? I was there.
Remember when you flunked out of school? I was there.
Remember when you lost your job? I was there!
She said, I know - you're bad luck.
#3. My grandmother's 90, she's dating.
My grandfather's 93. They are going great.
They never argue.
They can't hear each other.
#4. When I was kidnapped, my parents snapped into action.
They rented out my room.
#5. A computer once beat me at chess, but it was no match for me at kick boxing.
#6. Marriage is give and take. You'd better give it to her or she'll take it anyway
#7. If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular
Get the joke and you will think its funny. If not, just treat it as a stupid lame jokes because bored people do lame things :D
I got to restart my com due to a stupid pop-up keep asking me to update some stupid things!
Kays , thanks for reading. Bye!:D